Sometimes we spend too much time planning and plotting but we do not take into account one simple concept: life, It happens. Whether it be an illness or a tragedy or loss of job or some other big life event.. life just happens.
Over the last few months I have been learning to let go of what I held on to so tight…for too long… my goals that I dreamed about all my life, which have been on hold for over a few years now thanks to my health…
But I realized that it is not me who was not able to achieve, as I consider my self to be an intelligent, hard working woman. It were my circumstances that stood in my way. This realization has helped somewhat cope with what feels like a huge loss… loss of my intelligence of my pride and loss of my passionate drive.
It is life though… Can’t blame anyone including myself. And it is time that I recognize that what is will be and I just have to accept and find another goal or another dream… For it is better to keep dreaming than to keep loathing over the broken dreams.